Lynn's Thoughts...

I carry your heart...

2011-04-13T22:45:00.000-07:00

I carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)

i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear;

and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)

i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

- E. E. Cummings

(Complete Poems, 1904-1962)

* iDiot! *

2009-05-31T12:30:00.000-07:00

" BeTTer 2 RemAiN .SiLeNt.

& bE *thought* a foOL

tHaN 2 ^SpEaK OUT^

& -reMOve- aLL dOuBt. "

- Abraham Lincoln

On our 1st. Anniversary (03.26.09)

2009-03-26T00:01:00.000-07:00

Hola cielito,

Time sure does flys... wow... It seems like yesterday when we dated for the first time again in years. I couldn't believe that my heart could still could hold feelings towards you, but it did. I still feel butterflies in my stomach when i hear your call, You still give me peace when i hear your voice, And don't even make me start with how special and loved i feel thanks to you...

When i get up in the morning and when i go to sleep at night you are the first and last in my thoughts.

This year has been a little difficult for us, but you have the gift to make me feel like nothing is going to harm us and that everything is going to be ok.

Me haz ayudado tanto, a encontrar paz, a encontrarme a mi misma... porque eres mi balance, mi media mitad. La verdad es que no podria imaginarme viviendo esta vida sin estar a tu lado. Eres mi razon de ser, mi inspiracion...

Each day we’ve spent together i have found one more thing to love about you. Aunque los dos tengamos defectos, he aprendido a amarlos de la misma forma en que amo tus virtudes. Me sorprendes cada dia con la forma en que me tratas, con las cosas que me dices, como hemos aprendido a confiarnos todo, cada detalle, cada emocion...

Mas que mi eposho, we are partners in crime, you are my lover, my friend (y creeme que se el esfuerzo que ha tomado de nuestra parte, we're not a piece of cake), you are my all.

We have a marriage so wonderful, full of deep endless love and devotion that after all the years in the world, i know we are still going to see it in our eyes when we look at eachother, feel it in our hands when you take mine and in our arms when we cuddle the whole night.

And i want you to know that i don't need anything from you to know how you feel...

I feel it in your concern for me when I am not feeling well (like that day with the pink eye). In your words, "Be careful", when I go somewhere... Your love letters to me are the times you come home, crawl in bed and wrap your arms around me. When you call me from work just because you were thinking of me. They are the whispered words, "I love you" just before you fall asleep or after we make love... They are the proposition you surprised me with when I least expected it. They are forgiveness for things I have done to hurt you, and the willingness to try to help me... They are when we are both thinking the same thing at the same time, or when we finish each others sentences. They are cozy nights on the couch watching a movie. When you offer to give me a massage. They are long conversations or comfortable silences... They are our future plans or working together to solve our problems. They are standing by each other's side, no matter what. Eres un hombre de pocas palabras, pero cuando hablas, you sure make your point really clear. Actions can say more than a thousand words... And i wanted to thank you because i know that it takes a lot to deal with my frustrations and my craziness... but i know we are going to keep holding on, cuz i would change the world for you babe.

I don't need anything from you baby, because what we have means so much more to me.

On this day last year, my heart found the path that it was looking for and our lifetime of forever, on this and the next life began...

Remember that i will always be yours.

Happy Anniversary baby...

Con todo el amor que te mereces,

Tu eposha.

Don't let me fall, I won't let you down

2009-03-17T02:05:00.000-07:00

If u ever hear me crying,

if u ever feel me away,

if u always watch me fighting,

just take a little time…

let’s walk a little line,

so we can keep the balance…

right???

Just show me some love,

Explain things better,

Give me just enough…

To help me get thru our life.

Give me just enough…

So I can hang on tight,

But don’t u ever let me fall…

I’m sure we’ll be alright

I’ll be always by ur side

Just don’t u ever let me fall…

Make me remember who I am,

Make me remember why r we here,

Make me remember our reason to live,

And let me know,

That no matter what happens…

No matter how things go,

U will always be by my side.

That will make me come down to earth,

But it will never make me fall…

Cuz u r the reason why I exist

U r all of my reasons…

I'll always give you all that i have to give

and more.

And I would never let u down…

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2009-03-03T23:45:00.000-08:00

"to BE Or NOT to Be"

...

That's not really a question.

Human or Dancer?

2009-02-27T21:18:00.000-08:00

I did my best to notice
when the call came down the line
up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
and sometimes I get nervous
when I see an open door
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord

are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I´m on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human or are we dancer

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
send my condolences to good
give my regards to soul and romance
they always did the best they could
and so long to devotion,
you taught me everything I know
wave good bye, wish me well
You gotta let me go

are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I´m on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human or are we dancer

Will your system be all right
when you dream of home tonight
there is no message we're receiving
let me know is your heart still beating

Are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I´m on my knees
looking for the answer

You´ve gotta let me know
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I´m on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human
or are we dancer

Are we human or are we dancer?

Are we human or are we dancer?...

The Killers - Human

These Days...

2009-02-23T02:36:00.000-08:00

Hey!!

En estos dias me siento como una ninita, cuando hablo contigo, cuando te digo te amo, cuando me voy a acostar pensando en ti...

Yo estoy tan morada de ti, y estoy tambien tan agradecida de k estes conmigo pk yo nunca pense k alguien me iba a amar como tu me amas y menos k me iba a tratar de la forma en k tu lo haces...

Me siento como una princesita every single day.
Gracias por hacerme sentir especial y demostrarme, sin barreras, lo mucho k me amas.

Tu eres mi angelito, mi rey, mi todo!
De alguna u otra forma, haz sabido tocar cada partecita de mi alma y me haz hecho una mejor mujer..

Te doy miles de gracias por hacerme crecer a tu lado y ofrecerme todo lo k me ofreces.. paz, trankilidad, confianza, amor, TODO!

Eres 1 en 1 millon y gracias a kien sea k te puso en mi camino pk me ha regalado lo mas hermoso k tengo en la vida.

NUNCA te podria decepcionar o abandonar... te sacaste la loto conmigo :) Aparte de k me haz dado paz mental, me haz convertido en kien soy ahora y no me arrepiento ni un segundo haber dejado atras mi vida, pk en mis suenios siempre estuvistes tu!

Yo se k nunca vamos a dejar de amarnos, pk cada uno siempre estamos buscando k hacer para mejorar, no k hacer para salir de lo k sea.

Tu y yo junticos vamos a vivir para siempre, en esta vida y en la otra :)

I really found what i was looking for, my soulmate, and i dont regret nothing at all...

Gracias yo te doy a ti por ser kien eres babe.

Te amo cielito!

A letter from my husband :):)

2009-02-18T06:02:00.000-08:00

Eres lo mas bello k he visto en mi vida y no solo me refiero a tu cuerpo y carita pero a tambien a tu ser, eres tan bella k me asombras cada dia mas y a una belleza tan angelical hay k tratarla como a una princesa. Todos los dias me siento tan agradecido de k estas junto a mi y k me tratas tan bien. Te doy gracias por tomarte el riesgo de tirarte a mis brazos sin saber k esperar y tirando los suenios tuyos a un lado por un tiempo solo por mi. No dudes de k nunca te voy a decepcionar.

Mi princesa angelical con los ojos mas bellos del mundo y la mente mas Buena entregate a mi sin pensarlo siempre y yo siempre me entregare a ti. Tu sabes muy bien k la vida te da muchas mas sorpresas k lo uno espera y si yo te tengo a ti a mi lado yo estoy seguro de k todo sera mas facil. Kiero k sepas k hare todo lo posible para k sea mas facil para ti tambien. Se k nuestra vida no ha terminado de empezar todavia y kiero k estes ahi para mi.

Yo tenia mucho k no te decia algo asi pero es dificil no hacerlo todos los dias para k no pierda sentido cuando te doy mi Corazon para k hagas lo kieras hacer con el.

Estas palabras son nada especial pero lo k significan si, hoy en un dia de viernes 13 te digo GRACIAS!!!! Gracias por tomar el paso de vivir conmigo y por ser tan paciente pork yo se k yo no soy nada facil y soy dificil de controlar, pero eso es lo k nos hace tan especial por k nos amamos con pasion y ya .

GRACIAS!!!!! GRACIAS!!!!!!! GRACIAS!!!!!!

25 things about moi ;)

2009-02-17T01:41:00.000-08:00

Somebody on facebook tagged me in this note and now you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. (Or not, it's cool.)

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste the instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people, then click "post".)

Here we go, this is me:

1. I can't do the same things every single day... i have to improvise, cuz i can't stay focused...

2. Soy demasiado honesta y muy meticulosa.

3. Soy amante de la musica en general.

4. I keep dreaming about the f!kin meaning/purpose of life for 2 years now and i think i found it already, but i forget it every time... :/

5. Tengo un complejo con mi barriguita desde chikitica :X y lo peor es que siempre me encuentro gorda, pero nunca lo demuestro...

6. I think too much... i even think i am going crazy sometimes!!!

7. I love rainbow colors. To me, colors are life.

8. I love ART! Soy super creativa... me encanta hacer vainita chula. I love Photography...

9. No soy nada familiar... excepto por mis hermanos y mi madre... creo que la familia es una desicion que nunca te dejaron tomar antes de nacer...

10. Odio discutir, pero de alguna forma u otra, no paro de hacerlo... Pero olvido demasiado rapido y siempre trato de estar feliz y sonriendo.

11. Tengo una mancha de antojo de habichuelas con dulce en mi parte privada >:P~

12. Las mujeres y yo nunca nos llevamos bien...

13. My biggest fear is to spiders... :o I HATE THEM!!!

14. Soy DEMASIADO independiente, Free SouL!!! I am also a ControL FreAK! :x Soy demasiado extrovertida y soy super decidida!!! :D

15. I hate going to bed... Most of the times i can't sleep, cuz i keep thinking in too much bullshit...

16. I totally believe in destiny and in the importance of the choices u make in this life... i also believe in life after death and that everytime u do something good or bad in this life it returns to u in any way (karma).

17. I'm not afraid of dying, but i am afraid of a really bad accident.

18. Yo no se nada de vainas de la casa... Odio limpiar los banios y la cocina >:/

19. I wake up everyday thinking: - what can i do to improve myself or anything today ? :D

20. I love spending time with my friends, and i miss them :(

21. I just got a puppy cuz i'm dying to have a baby but it's not the time yet...

22. I love dares, but i do think about the consequences...

23. Only my really good friends call me "Lynn"

24. Nunca puedo terminar una relacion en malas condiciones. I believe in forgiveness... I hate having enemies... en dado caso, hay k tenerlos cerca, right? ;)

25. And last but not least, I love my husband more than anything in the world, and i believe we r meant for each other.

I did it just for u guys, so u can get to know me... now u do it!!! :P

The Cupcake Song :)

2009-02-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

To My Friends!!

2009-02-14T11:01:00.000-08:00

Make a Smilebox slideshow

Happy Valentine's Day mi cielo!!!

2009-02-14T00:01:00.000-08:00

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

10 Months!!! :D:D:D:D

2009-01-26T19:15:00.000-08:00

Happy 10th Monthversary!!!
I Love You
Like i never tought
I was going to Love somebody...

When You're Gone!!!

2009-01-22T19:58:00.000-08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days felt like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it Ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Thanks 2 Everyone!!!

2009-01-15T23:02:00.000-08:00

I'm so thankful for what life has given me.

I just want to thank everyone for making my life what it is.

I love my family, my husband, my friends, and i miss you all...

I just wanted you to know that!!!

Thank you for being the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I Love You!

Anyone Else But You...

2008-12-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

World's AIDS Day!!

2008-11-30T18:51:00.000-08:00

HIV/AIDS has been a global epidemic for more than 27 years. Most of today's youth have never known a world without it. The U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention recently published national HIV incidence (new infections) that showed much higher numbers that previous estimates. The time is now. Together, we can prevent the spread of this pandemic – through awareness, care, prevention, education and research.

On December 1st, individuals and organizations will recognize World AIDS Day. This year’s theme is leadership – from all sectors, including government, but also leaders among individuals and families, communities, non-profits and other organizations. The question is not should you participate, but how can you? Both NIDA and AIDS.gov recognize the leadership of Bloggers Unite and invite bloggers to join them in their mission to prevent and stop the spread of HIV/AIDS.

Let's help...

Everybody should go and test themselves, that could help to prevent HIV/AIDS from spreading...

Join the Cause..

Happy 8th Monthversary!!!

2008-11-26T00:00:00.000-08:00

Just Kidding!!!

I Love You with all my heart!!!

Happy 8th Monthversary!!!

Think outside the Box...

2008-11-21T22:49:00.000-08:00

I was reading a post from a friend of mine, Buen Amigo, and she wrote something absolutely interesting about how people spend their lives just living the way they're supposed to, not giving life a meaning, just doing everything like robots... And that's exactly what i was thinking when i wrote "Am i good or am i bad???".

People should wake up everyday, think for a second, what can i do to make my life a little better??? Think about it... It only takes a little imagination, think outside the box.

If you are one of those people that wake up at certain hour cuz the alarm rings, turn the alarm off and sleep for 10 more minutes, and while you are trying to dream, think about something diferent to do today, like, going to the mall and buy something for you or go to the car wash and wash your car, make dinner to your mom for a change (that would change the day for both of you).

... And i could go on, with small things that could make your day a little better, each time you are going to feel good about yourself and you are one of those little pieces of the puzzle that could change the whole world.

Just try it for a change ;)

Luv you guyz!!! :*

Follow ME into the dark!!!

2008-11-21T22:26:00.000-08:00

Hi!!!

I just wanted to remind you guys that on my sidebar,

i have a FOLLOWERS widget.

Feel free to add yourself as one,

I would love you too!!!

That way I know who my readers are

and get to know them...

And you can receive notifications

of my updates and new posts...

So just do it!!! :D

People don't grow up???

2008-11-21T19:10:00.000-08:00

“People don't grow up, they just get older”

Are you agree with that statement? What say you?

So I ask you as much as I ask myself:

Is it people, or just fuckin little girls!!!

I honestly can't think now...
It seems like they're all only thinking about themselves!!!

Am i good or Am i bad???...

2008-11-14T22:04:00.000-08:00

When things happen to people, they radiate a light.

Because they have a picture caught inside them.

Because they were there and you weren't.

And because you only got a piece.

All you can do is shrink and blow up that one tiny piece...

That's why you convert yourself in who you are...

And you convert time in little pieces,

Pieces that become reality.

Reality that becomes who you are,

and what are you going to become.

Whenever you want to become someone special...

Things happen, and that's when you blow up,

What goes around, comes around, and that's how it goes.

You get tired of getting things returned to you,

Just in the way that you don't want them to.

So that's when u react,

and your other you, talks for who you are...

Your ego rules your life...

and make it all look like it has to end sometime.

Your inner thoughts become how you react...

And you only act by your own senses.

Everyone has it,

that's why that little voice inside of you

makes you want to kill, cry, hurt, yell, steal, act...

Your ego its the devil. Your soul is your god.

Your conscience has to create an evil side of your soul,

That way, you can explain why you do some things...

Why, sometimes, you think about doing the right thing,

but your devil doesn't lets you sleep at night.

You are the only person that can control it, nobody else.

Don't let it rule your thoughts.

Don't let it rule your actions.

You really know what and when you want to do certain things.

And you need to blame it on somebody,

so you can feel better about yourself..
That's why religion is created.

We all live our life, fast as a ray of light...

You act depending on your thoughts and other people egos.

That's why our world is so fucked up...

Cuz only certain type of people stop and think

about where is their life's heading,

and what are we doing with our lives.

Then you realize that's not god
or the devil who's controlling our lives,

Whom is ruling everything?

Maybe, it's just ourselves...

And we do have a big fight, between good or evil...

and the devil is winning.

Our ego's controlling whom we speak to,
what we want to do, who we are.

Now we think...

Is this the answer to our prayers?

Does everyone should think about who's controlling our lives?

Only we have the power to control each one of our thoughts.

And remember exactly who's the enemy
and learn how to identify him..

Now there's the answer to my question...

Your friends are close, but your enemy is closer...

And you trust him, cuz you think it is you.

But you'll always have a choice,

Between good or bad...

There's no such thing as an external enemy,
no matter what that voice in your head is telling you.
All perception of an enemy,
is a projection of the ego.
Don't let it control you...

You are the universe.

You control everything around you...

“You are the luminous mystery in which the entire universe with its forms and phenomena arises and subsides. When this realization dawns there is a complete transformation of your personal self into your universal self . . . the complete loss of all fear, including death. You have become a being who radiates love the same way the sun radiates light.”
― Deepak Chopra

To my everything...

2008-11-01T15:35:00.000-07:00

I never thought
I could love somebody
the way I love u
or miss anybody how I miss u...

I love u more than my heartbeat...
I miss u more than a bear misses his sleep...
I need u right here next to me, cuz we belong to eachother...

We were ment to be,
we were ment to happen
and we r ment to stay together
for the rest of our lives...

All I'm trying to say is that
u r the reason why I wake up every morning
and think about what things can I do
to become a better wife/partner/friend ...

I've realized that u r all that I want
and that I don't need anything
or anyone else but u.

I just love u the way u r
with everything that comes within...

U r the only love I've ever known.

I just wanted u to know that as a fact,
Not as something that u think it might be...

Thank u for being such a good husband/partner/friend...

U r my everything baby...

Happy 7th Monthversary!!! :*

2008-10-26T15:45:00.000-07:00

On a cold wet afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go

In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone
I'll wait for you there
Alone

And on my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place I recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on

In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone
I'll wait for you there
Alone, alone

And on I read
Until the day was gone
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done
For all that I've blessed
And all that I've wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wander on

In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone
I'll wait for you there
Alone, alone

Chris Cornell - Like a Stone

I ♥ ♫ !!!

2008-10-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

Este Sabado fui a ver a Steve Lawler...

En un bonche que se llama Monster Massive,

de 80,000 personas...

Dios mio, nunca habia escuchado un dj

que pusiera mi cabeza como un tornillo...

No, de verdad!!!

No creo que tenga que ver con el dj...

Pero asi me senti

Es que Wow!!!

No hay palabras para describir

Lo que siento con la musica

Mientras bailo, observo a mi alrededor

y no veo ni una sola persona

realmente escuchandola, solo bailan.

Mi forma de verla es como un arte...

El Dj es Dios, y sabe controlar la mente

de cada uno de los individuos presente.

Que intenso!!!, que sensacion!!!...

Far Away Land

2008-10-19T16:58:00.000-07:00

The day you left,
I thought my heart would be torn in two,
When you said goodbye
I just didn’t know what I was going to do.

Though I tried to understand
I didn’t know why it had to be this way
No matter what I said
You just couldn’t stay

I knew this day would come,
Though I still kept asking why,
I tried so hard to be strong
But all I could do was cry...

How can you take my heart
To such a far away land
This isn’t what I want,
It’s not what I had planned.

Now with a heavy heart,
I somehow manage to live my life
Through all my tears
I’m still proud to be your wife.

Somehow I still manage to smile
In honor of you I show off my pride...
But sometimes I get tired of smiling,
Because it hurts so much inside.

I long to have you here
And not in a land so far away
Not just in my heart,
But beside me here to stay.

I wait patiently day and night
For your next call,
And when I do hang up the phone,
The tears again start to fall.

I don’t eat, I don’t sleep,
I’m sorry but it’s true,
This is just the way it is,
In my life, back home... without you.

I just wish you could return
From that far away land,
So we could stay together
And then we could laugh of the past.

PLEASE COME BACK HOME :'(

It's Worth It...

2008-10-10T16:50:00.000-07:00

From the moment I met you
Love has filled my heart.
I will belong to you forever,
I knew it from the start.

You make each day worth living,
You make me feel worth while.
You fill my life with laughter,
You always make me smile.

Your love and endless kindness
have gently filled my life.
I will love you forever,
I'm so proud to be your wife.

I Love You Babe...

I'm so Scared...

2008-10-08T23:13:00.000-07:00

I feel so scared right now.
Scared of staying alone and have to go on...
Nothing seems to go right when he's gone.

All i can think about is how wonderfull
is every moment that we spend together...
Everytime he's next to me.

Sometimes i push him away,
And i try to hurt him so bad...
so it doesnt hurt back, the day that he leaves.

Everynight i cry...
just because i cant handle the fact
that i have to stay strong for him and let him go...

What if i dont want to let go?
Doesn't my opinion counts sometimes?
But it's his duty... and duty calls...

I'm not the first women,
nor the only one, that has to go thru all of this...
But that's still not making me feel secure or safe.

I'm so afraid...
I know that things are going to come out right
but still that doesnt makes me sleep better at night...

Please! all i'm asking you to do,
is to come back safe and alive.
I Love You!!, Always remember that...

Reality or Beyond...

2008-09-21T23:47:00.000-07:00

It's a feeling so euphoric, psychedelic
I'ts like going back to the 70's
when it all started...

There's a pleasure that slowly grows from toe to brain
All my senses have been awaken,
multiplied by 100 or maybe more...

The only thing i can think about it's reality,
wich keeps my mind on the ground and my feets under it.
Remembering hippies and they're way of seeing things

I'm trying to believe all this fantasy that i'm seing...
People moving like if you were fastfowarding a movie
Eveything looks like a cartoon...

The time takes away every fear that i used to feel
And every little thing dissapears
Worms, colors and rainbows illuminate my eyes
It's the greatest feeling ever...
Like if you were high.

You don't think about anybody,
Just you, your feets and your eyes
They don't stop moving, do they?

And you dance, dance,
dance to yourself...
And you feel like the center of the earth.

Everybody's watching,
Relax, it's just my mind,
Just keep dancing, moving...

People passing by

But everything's a joke

Hold on tight,

You can get air sick at my height

And you go to the other side
It keeps calling you
It's sure it'll make you forget.

If you follow it
There's no turning back
And you know that...

Meanings and patterns,
Beauty or terror,
Changing one to the other
For reasons beyond comprehension

But always the feeling is endless,
And this very infinity,
Makes beauty perfection and terror absolute...

Constantly perception flows into itself and into ideas
And ideas into perception...
As do ideas flow into each other.

Just keep walking
and turn everything around
So you can find your way back.

Colors looking vivid,
Everything that i touch is moving
Everything that i hear is my world

Where am i?
What's going on?
It's this real?

You know it's not,
But you want everything to become reality
This world is always black and white
Wouldn't be nice if it'll be full of colors?

I've never felt higher phases of experience
I've never felt so good in my entire life
I've would never thought that any of this could become so real.

To Y'all!!! :*

2008-09-11T00:19:00.000-07:00

Happy 5th Monthversary to me!!! :)

2008-08-26T12:10:00.000-07:00

Yo cumpli 5 meses de casada hoy!!!

:D Estoy super feliz :D

Over Us...

2008-08-18T16:29:00.000-07:00

How can i make you turn around
and take a look back at what has happened???
You are the only one who really knew me at all.
There's so much i need to say to you, but its just not worth it at all.

I thought that you and i were going to stay together forever,
but finally the time has come to say goodbye.
It seems like i've never been enough for you,
or maybe that i haven't give you the support that u've wanted.

I don't know why,
but you keep doing it, and doing it...
like if there's some kind of spell over you with them.
Why can't you explain what's wrong with you and me???

So, just say how to make it right...
And i swear i'll do my best to comply.
Tell me am i right to think that there could be things better???

I feel must interject here,
you're getting carried away,
feeling sorry for yourself.

What's killing me inside is that i know how fragile you are
and it seems like everyday you're becoming weaker.
I believe that was a sign, that hold me, wake up and smell the coffee.
You're out of here. Don't even mind.

But i can't let things pass...
i just need some time to breathe...
Before you strike again i must remember you just one more time...
You've hurten me, once again,
you've just betrayed the only thing i asked you not to do.

Why do i want to be your friend again???...
Is it worth it???
I've loved you for a long time.
But now i have to let you go.

The only thing is keeping me dry is where i am...
It seems so out of context, He's just a stranger with your door key...
I'm your best friend since forever,
and now the problem here between you guys its me???
I am finally seeing, why i was the one worth leaving.

Driving home the sky accelerates
And the clouds all form a geometric shape
And it goes fast... and you think of the past.
Suddenly everything changes.

I'm alone, in the dark
Just thinking how good does it feels to get revenge.
But it hit me once again...
Why this is happening to me???

Please, I need you to focus
Take a breath and pull the air in until there's nothing left
The wind curling my hair, the smoke swimming out
The breeze slapping my face, telling me to get over it.

Now i'm over it.
Now i can say that i care more about myself than you
How stupid can you be, not to see what's coming next???

Wow, you must love him so much...
much more than he's worth it.
I thought you'd love me more than that...

I just wish you the best... as always.
Always and forever,
I would be your friend.
You're going to have to take care of yourself...
Cuz now I have to let you go...

1er. Concurso de Blogs de la Rep. Dom.

2008-08-13T14:02:00.000-07:00

Seniores,

Por fin alguien nos aprecia!!!

El LISTIN DIARIO ha creado el 1er. Concurso de BLOGS de la Republica Dominicana!

Tendra 3 categorias: Personal, Periodistico y Tematico.

Ya lo saben! Si tienen su blog de cualquier tipo, inscribanlo, no pierden nada y se pueden ganar 1 Laptop y 1 Celular!!! Aparte de que los ganadores estaran por 1 anio publicados en el Listin Digital.

FELICIDADES y Gracias LISTIN DIARIO!!!

Hand In My Pocket...

2008-08-13T13:11:00.000-07:00

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...

My mommy's answer!! :)

2008-08-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

Mi bella hija, haces que mi corazon salte y llore de alegria,
son sensaciones tan encontradas pero realmente fascinante,
es como tirar de una cuerda, soltar, soltar, soltar y al final
esa misma soga se tersa y comienzas a recibir cosas,
asi lo veo yo, te solte cuando entendi que estabas lista,
ahora recibo solo lo que sabia que iba a ver, toda una mujer
de bien, llena de atributos, aptitudes, suenos,
madurez, ambiciones y amor...
sabes estoy feliz por ti, que orgullosa me haces sentir,
sentir que ha valido la pena, es la mejor sensacion,
no puedes cruzar un rio, sin antes hacer un puente.
Yo tambien te amo, infinitamente, orgullosamente,
eres y seras mi razon de existir y seguir luchando
y siempre, siempre, hasta el fin de los dias, sere tu madre
y estare aqui para ti, para lo que necesites, sin por ques
sin pruebas, sin explicaciones, solo TU Mami...
Te amo, y desde que te concebi lo siento asi,
siempre supe que esperar de ti,
luego con el tiempo te seguiras dando cuenta de muchas cosas
de por que mis pesares, y por que mis alegrias,
pero lo unico que siempre me ha dado razon de ser
son ustedes, MIS HIJOS, por lo unico que soy y existo.
AAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhh y te dire, que no busco ningun hombre
solo busco el amor, si, por que soy una enamoradora del amor,
lo sabes, siempre lo has sabido, por que si hay alguien
que sabe quien soy, esa eres tu, una romantica obsoleta
pero en facetas... y eso es verdad, eso llegara
lo unico que no se pierde es la esperanza
en el amor. Pero te juro algo, nunca puse a nadie
por encima de ustedes. Para mi tu, karla y diego
son mi todo, y si como dices a ella no le pongo mucho
mas atencion es por que ya contigo aprendi que es
tiempo de que vuele sola.
los hijos tienen que vivir sus propias experiencias
y aventuras en la vida, la vida es personal, nadie
nunca nadie vivira tu vida como tu misma, y lo unico que depende
de nosotros mismo es nuestra propia felicidad.

TE AMO Y TE EXTRANO

TU MAMA

A Letter to my mommy!!!

2008-08-07T21:12:00.000-07:00

No se por donde comenzar...
Te escribo esta carta porque tenia dias que queria decirte algo muy
importante... Yo no se si anteriormente te habia escrito algo como
esto, pero supongo que si lo he hecho fue hace mucho tiempo atras.

Se que nunca he sido muy expresiva, tu y yo nunca necesitabamos
decirnos nada... porque nos conocemos... y sabiamos como pensaba cada
una. Pero al parecer el estar lejos del que fue mi hogar, hace que
pienses mas en lo que nunca hicistes.

Mami, no se cuanto tiempo tengo sin decirte lo mucho que te amo, ni si
las veces que te lo he dicho han sido suficientes. Quiero agradecerte
mucho todo lo que hiciste por mi. Gracias, por haberme apoyado en todo
y por darme las fuerzas para convertirme en la mujer que soy hoy. Si
no fuera por ti, nunca hubiera tenido las agallas para lanzarme a todo
lo que la vida me ha ofrecido.

Me siento muy orgullosa de ti y quiero que sepas que eres mi modelo a
seguir y dia a dia tengo mas fuerzas para vivir gracias a ti. Porque
tu me enseniaste lo que es luchar para sobrevivir y vivir para lo que
uno quiere. Yo te extranio mucho, a Karla y a Diego, a abuela... Pero
se que al final toda esta falta que me hacen valdra cada dia la pena.
Quiero verte sonreir y feliz todos los dias, porque eres una mujer de
admirar...

Quizas las formas de pensar por parte de cada una de nosotras no fue
siempre la mejor, pero si nos da un motivo para sonreirle al pasado,
perdonar, olvidar, y mirar hacia el futuro. Si ningun hombre puede
aguantarte, no es porque tu tienes algun defecto... es que no estan
acostumbrados, a pararse al lado de una mujer que sea mejor que el y
sobretodo si no te merecen. Asi que para de buscar... que el que te
sea te va a encontrar. Arturo me ha hecho darme cuenta de que si hay
hombres buenos, que valen la pena, perseguir, conquistar, tratar,
estan por ahi. Estoy super feliz con el y no hay un solo dia que pase
que no me haga sentir como una princesita.

Nunca conte contigo para mis problemas, no porque no podia, sino
porque no queria. Siempre quize saber que se sentia poder por si misma
asi como tu lo hiciste. Quisiera que te acuerdes de como era yo, y
ayudes a Karla. La estas dejando sola y conmigo nunca fue asi.

Yo se que nunca nos pedistes nada a cambio, ni necesitaste nada de
parte de nosotras excepto amor y comprension. Yo eso lo comprendi hace
muchos anios y por eso soy como soy... Aunque no lo creas, cada una de
nosotras te demuestra el afecto y el amor de la forma en que lo
adquirimos. Yo escribiendo, porque nunca me dejaron hablar, y Karla
peliando, porque no dejaban de pelear... Yo soy un prototipo de lo que
se puede llegar a ser.

Quise dejarte saber que tanto te admiro y aprecio la GRAN MUJER que
siempre haz sido mami.

Te amo!

Imsomnia

2008-08-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

I close my eyes,

and try to pretend I'm going to sleep.
That's when it happens...
all those places,
private locations,
with just random people and me.

Different situations...
They're filling me up with questions.
Should I've ever done that?...
or what if I should've never said that?.

But then,
I rollover,
And start talking to myself.

What are you thinking?
Aren't you totally happy?
So, what's going on?
What's wrong with you?
Is this normal?...

I close my eyes again
and this time
I'm picturing
pretty fucking clouds and rainbows...
I remain quiet.
And there it comes again...

What's this that I'm thinking?
Why is my mind flying so high,
that is reaching
all those situations
and those places,
where i don't want to go back again.
I do deserve what I'm going thru
I do deserve what I've won.

I rollover again,
change my position
to see if that helps...
And I just keep watching
this fuckin movie in my head,
everything's back again...

Why am I trying to go back?
I don't want that to happen...

Shhhhhh... just be quiet...
He's there sleeping.
You don't want to wake him up,
with all of those filthy random thoughts.

You are that good...
He knows how good your are,
And what you've done in all your life
to get what you've always wanted!
Doesn't he?
It doesn't matter anymore...

Just go back to rainbows and shit
and leave everything behind...
You just did what you had to
to value what you've earned...
Otherwise you wouldn't have gotten
what you deserve...

Your past it's just trash...
There's only a few people you can count on
There's only a few friends that deserve your friendship
What do you really have to offer?
They already know that...

That's when I begin to calm down
And start thinking about
the only happy place I have in life...
That's right here next to him.

But I still can't sleep
My mind keeps rolling
fast as a fuckin ray of light.

Why can't you sleep?
Everything's going to be alright...
You just need a sleeping pill!!!
What is wrong with you?!?

You're the best friend anyone could have.
You could have your defects and your problems
But HEY!!! who doesn't???
Wake up and smell the fuckin Coffee!!!

I feel better now...
It's just my conscience...
Trying to fuck my heart up.
She's feeling lonely now...
I don't pay attention to her anymore.
That's what happens...
Just ignore it.

Rest In Peace
and Sweet Dreams...

Happy Monthversary to Us...

2008-07-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

Hoy yo

cumplo

4 meses

de casada!!!

The Media Revolution...

2008-07-09T11:44:00.000-07:00

The media revolution vista hacia algunos anios...

I Can't Believe...

2008-06-29T15:13:00.000-07:00

Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss...
I cant believe its happening to me.

Well I may be dreaming but till i awake...
Can we make the dream last forever???
Lately when i look into your eyes I realize
You're the only one I need in my life...

Baby I just dont know how to describe
How lovely you make me feel inside...
You give me butterflies,
Got me flying high in the sky...

Joy is what you bring,
You give me peace...

I Love You Babe!

... The Cheese to my Macaroni ...

2008-06-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

I’m just going to start thinking and writing about the way you are…
to describe YOU, and then maybe I’ll get to ME and after that I might get to US.

YOU:

A total mess… but you’re still my organizer.
Absolutely gross… but yet you keep me clean.
You always think you’re right… but then again what if I’m always wrong.
You barely get mad, but when you do… I might have something to do with it.
You’re really rude… but I know where to find sweetness inside of you.
You’re the steady head... I’m the steady heart.
You’re optimistic… I’m always expecting the worst in a realistic kind of way.
You’re a fighter… I’m a hard worker.
You like to try new things… I just love the way you spoil me.
You’re always thinking ahead of me… I stick behind you on to everything, you’re my glue.

You are the reason I am…
…You are all of my reasons.

ME:

I knew I was going to get to me describing you…
It seems like we’re so different when we’re really not.

US:

Everything needs a balance, combining good and evil, and we both have a lot of them…
Believe me, the results are mind blowing.

You’re everything I was looking for…
Even though I’m always complaining about the way you are…
You really are the perfect man for me, the best of friends and a wonderful husband.

I hope that we’re never apart from each other…
It would be like taking the gas of the soda…
or maybe not to add syrup to a pancake.

You without me, would be so boring…
…Me without you, would be nothing at all.

What I was trying to say is that I have more than a million reasons to stick with you forever, cuz I love you like a fat kid loves cake.

To me you are everything…

To me you are…
The sauce on my spaghetti,
The earphones on my Ipod,
My sunglasses at the after parties,
The pen for my notebook,
The DVD in my player,
The keyboard for my laptop,

But first and foremost importantly you are…
…The cheese to my macaroni.

I Love You!!!

HAPPY 3rd MONTHVERSARY!!!

I Trust In You...

2008-06-16T13:39:00.000-07:00

I never could explain
Life's mysteries
I try not to lose myself
In things too high for me
Never understood the moon and stars
Never understood the way Your love can heal a heart
Don't know the answer to
The miracle of You
Don't need to know it all
To make my life complete
You're all that I need

I trust in You to guide me
Wanna be right by Your side
I trust in You to save me
Every single day for the rest of my life

I wasn't there when You
Poured out the seas
Was not around to teach
The angels how to sing
Never made the sun go up or down
Never took a broken life
and turned it all around
I don't know the answer to
The mysteries of You
Don't need to know it all
To make my life complete
You're all that I need
I want You to walk with me
Believe me...

The way i believe your words
Its amazing the way i feel you
The way i need you
The way i miss you...

I trust in You to feel me
Every little step of the way
I trust in You to lead me

I will trust in Us...

Always and Forever babe...

No me se expresar...

2008-06-10T11:27:00.001-07:00

Las cosas que me pasan por la cabeza
Nunca las puedo explicar
Son dificiles de soniar...
Imaginate de expresar...

Hay veces que estoy en lo correcto
Pero no lo puedo demostrar
Yo no soy la misma,
No reacciono igual.

De que vale pelear
si lo que se trata es de plantear
y es tan dificil de explicar
Y tan facil olvidar...

Soy tan feliz a tu lado
No se ni como explicar...
Todo lo que siento... demasiado...
Me encanta estar a tu lado!!!

Reptil...

2008-06-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

Las miradas... el silencio.
Increible, pero cierto...
Eres diferente
Quizas como un reptil...
Te adaptas al ambiente,
Humedo y frio...
Cambias tu destino...
Observas tu presa
y simplemente piensas...
Friamente... no lo se.
Es tan dificil darse cuenta
todo lo que encuentras
Es tan dificil de creer...
Que aunque no parezcas
Desde que anochezca,
No te voy a ver...
Ni te conocere.

Mi carta de despedida para el Listin Diario

2008-06-04T11:22:00.001-07:00

Querid@s compañer@s,

Les resultará extraño recibir esta carta, pues en estos tiempos que vivimos con tanto individualismo, egoísmo y falta de sensibilidad, apenas la gente se atreve a expresar lo que siente con las personas que más cerca tiene y mucho menos con aquellas con las que no tiene la suficiente confianza, pero, como la mayoría de ustedes saben... no es mi caso.

Reconozco que en estos momentos escribo con cierta dosis de ternura, esperanza, cariño y tristeza; y aunque pueda resultar un poco sentimental, escribo por el gran deseo que siento de comunicarme, de expresar mis sentimientos a todas las personas que cotidianamente han formado parte de mi rutina en estos dos años y medio que he compartido y trabajado con cada uno de ustedes en este periódico.

El motivo de esta carta no es otro que despedirme. Despedirme de mis compañeros y compañeras, de todos y de todas. Porque les debo muchos momentos buenos, porque me han enriquecido profesional y personalmente.

Durante mi tiempo en este lugar, realmente conocí un importante valor: el saber que existe el compañerismo verdadero. No cabe duda que este lugar de trabajo ha representado para mí un importante avance en mi carrera profesional, sus consejos, orientaciones, y, sobre todo, aprender cosas nuevas siempre.

Les doy las gracias por los simples “buenos días”, por los besos y los abrazos, por las felicitaciones, por las fiestas y celebraciones y sobre todo por ayudarme a comprender que significa compartir con personas totalmente diferentes, con distintos gustos o intereses... por proporcionarme toda la información que necesitaba, por el intercambio de sonrisas, por compartir los desayunos y por tan pequeñas, pero importantes cosas…

En este lugar hay profesionales, pero más que colegas, hay seres humanos que en todo momento estuvieron presentes para ayudarme a realizar bien mi labor.

Les doy las gracias por este mismo momento, por escribir, entre lágrimas, todos estos recuerdos que no se pagan con dinero. Por aguantarme día a día; mis arranques, mis moodswings, mi inmadurez para ciertas cosas, mi falta de comprensión en algunos momentos, mi insistencia, mi poca afectividad... bueno, creo que si continúo con mis "defectos" no termino de escribir nunca... pero GRACIAS de verdad por soportarme y demostrarme afecto y amor, durante todo este tiempo.

Para quienes no tuve la suerte de conocer, también les muestro mi agradecimiento, porque merecen mi más sincero respeto, admiración profesional y personal; porque todos y todas forman el corazón y el alma de este periódico.

Me voy porque emprendo una nueva vida junto al amor de mi vida, con quién me voy a casar, un nuevo trabajo y un nuevo país; pero nada... la vida sigue y comienzo un nuevo capítulo.
Me tocarán tiempos diferentes, personas diferentes y seguramente extrañaré bastante a mi tierra natal, mis familiares, mis amigos... Tendré el corazón dividido pero cada vez más grande, empujado a querer cada día un poco más.

Así es la vida, llena de cambios y sorpresas… Pero recuerden que los únicos que sobreviven son los que tienen la capacidad de adaptarse y cambiar conjuntamente con ella y no quedarse estancados en un solo lugar.

Ahora que me había enamorado de cada rincón de este periódico… pero, me marcho felíz y muy esperanzada, con el corazón un poquito estrangulado. Espero que todos se sientan igual que yo.

Siento que hemos realizado un excelente trabajo en nuestro departamento y creo que cada uno de nosotr@s debería estar satisfecho por el pequeño grano de azúcar que le aportamos al períodico día a día.

Desde luego que no me arrepiento de haberme implicado tanto profesionalmente como afectivamente y reconozco que, a estas alturas, no sé como despedirme de todos ustedes, que tanto me han hecho crecer, que tanto hemos compartido.

Me voy, pierdo mi trabajo, pero sobretodo, pierdo una buena oportunidad de seguir creciendo y madurando entre ustedes. Detrás de mí, dejo todas mis ilusiones, el cariño y parte del camino recorrido para ver que, algún día, nuestro periódico digital no tendrá nada que enviarle a cualquier periódico internacional. Les prometo que cuando llegue ese día, esbozaré la sonrisa más amplia que nadie haya visto nunca... He dejado en mi lugar a una persona muy capacitada y totalmente recomendada por mí y es el Sr. Edison Rodríguez, quién está incorporándose a la empresa, con muchísimas ganas de continuar lo que con tanto esfuerzo hemos logrado.

Espero encontrarme con alguna empresa en mi camino que todavía crea en utopías, en sueños difíciles de alcanzar, en el crecimiento profesional y la capacitación de personal, para ir avanzando juntos e ir logrando un ambiente laboral más justo, más solidario, dónde lo importante sean las personas... así como lo es la Editora Listín Diario.

Gracias de nuevo, por dedicarme su tiempo y por abrirme una ventanita de su corazón.

Nos mantendremos en contacto, mi email personal es: lynn.soto@gmail.com

Nunca me olviden...

Jacqueline E. Soto Ventura (Lynn)
Ex -Ejecutiva Ventas de Agencias
Listin Digital

Always & 4Ever Baby...

2008-05-29T22:28:00.005-07:00

If the sun refused to shine,
I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea,
there will still be you and me.

Kind woman,
I give you my all,
Kind woman,
nothing more.

Little drops of rain whisper of the pain,
tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my.

An inspiration is what you are to me,
inspiration,
look...
see.

And so today,
my world it smiles,
your hand in mine,
we walk the miles.

Thanks to you it will be done,
for you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad,
happiness... I'm glad.

Little drops of rain whisper of the pain,
tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die.

If the sun refused to shine,
I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea,
there will still be you and me.

Chris Cornell - Thank You (Led Zeppelin cover)

You've got a friend... :'(

2008-05-20T18:49:00.002-07:00

When you're down and troubled
And you need some loving care
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Grows dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind begins to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud
Soon you'll hear me knocking at your door

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there

Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh, but don't you let them

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend...

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!! :(
Please, ALWAYS remember me...

Someday...

2008-05-14T20:35:00.002-07:00

SOMEDAY,

everything will make perfect SeNSe.

So, 4 NOW ON...

LauGh, @ all the confusion;

SmiLe, through the tears;

& keep ReMinDinG urself...

EVERYTHING happens 4 a ReaSoN.

Another point in your life...

2008-05-14T20:08:00.003-07:00

There comes another point in your life
when you realize
who matters,
who never did,
who wont anymore,
and who always will.

So don't you worry
about the people from your past.
There's always a reason why,
they didn't make it
to your future.

I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!!

2008-05-13T16:01:00.003-07:00

I FEEL LIKE SHIT
ITS CRAZY
HOW FROM ONE MINUTE TO ANOTHER
U FEEL LIKE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT FOR U HERE.

I FEEL LIKE SHIT
CUZ I DONT COUNT WITH ANYBODY
CUZ MY DECISIONS HAVE TO RUN ON MY OWN
CUZ MY CHOICES ARE ALWAYS THE WORSTS
CUZ MY FEELINGS NEVER COUNT TO ANYONE
CUZ I CANT TALK
CUZ I CANT THINK
CUZ I CANT SMILE
CUZ I ALWAYS HURT SOMEONE
CUZ I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT
CUZ I DONT HAVE MY BEST FRIEND NEXT TO ME
CUZ I DONT HAVE ANYBODY WHEN I NEED THEM THE MOST
CUZ I CANT SLEEP WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT WHAT SHOULD I DO
CUZ I CANT BREATHE
CUZ I CANT STOP SHAKING

CUZ I CANT JUST BREAKE
CUZ IF I DO, NO ONE'S GOING TO BE STANDING THERE FOR ME
CUZ IF I DO, NO ONE'S GOING TO GIVE ME A HAND
CUZ IF I DO, NO ONE'S GOING TO BE HAPPY
CUZ IF I DO, NOTHING'S GOING TO WORK
CUZ IF I DO, NOTHING'S GOING TO BE FIXED

CUZ I DON'T HAVE A SHOULDER TO CRY ON
CUZ I CAN'T SCREAM RIGHT NOW
CUZ I CAN'T JUST LET IT GO
CUZ I CAN'T STOP FEELING SAD

CUZ HE CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIMSELF
CUZ HE CANT STOP THINKING THAT I DO THIS TO HARM HIM
CUZ HE CANT STOP SAYING THAT IM THE ONE THAT IS WRONG
CUZ HE CANT STOP THINKING THAT I JUST WANT TO ARGUE

CUZ I FEEL LIKE I DO
I FEEL LIKE SHIT
DO U UNDERSTAND?
I DONT EITHER...

Belive NOTHING!

2008-05-12T18:37:00.000-07:00

To: You!

2008-05-10T23:41:00.002-07:00

You Can Say Anything About Me
As You Please...
But I Am What I Am
and That's Something
that You Can Never Be.

From:
Me!

Not Guilty!!

2008-05-09T07:15:00.001-07:00

Just a note...

2008-05-08T04:30:00.001-07:00

There's a point in LIFE...

2008-05-06T21:00:00.000-07:00

There's a point in LIFE,
When you get TIRED
of CHASING everyone
and trying to FIX everything.
But it's not GIVING up;
It's REALIZING that you don't
NEED certain people
and their CRAP!...

Yin Yang = Me & You

2008-05-06T13:25:00.008-07:00

In Chinese culture, Yin and Yang represent the two opposite principles in nature. Yin characterizes the feminine or negative nature of things and yang stands for the masculine or positive side. Yin and yang are in pairs, such as the moon and the sun, female and male, dark and bright, cold and hot, passive and active, etc. But yin and yang are not static or just two separated things. The nature of yinyang lies in interchange and interplay of the two components. The alternation of day and night is such an example.

Here is a summary of the characteristics of yinyang. Yin and yang are opposite in nature, but they are part of nature, they rely on each other, and they can't exist without each other.

The balance of yin and yang is important. If yin is stronger, yang will be weaker, and vice versa. Yin and yang can interchange under certain conditions so they are usually not yin and yang alone. In other words, yin can contain certain part of yang and yang can have some component of yin. It is believed that yinyang exists in everything.

Chi energy manifests itself in two forms the Yin and the Yang. Each manifestation yields its own distinct set of attributes or “personality traits” if you will. Still, these opposites manage to attract each other like opposing sides of a magnet and when the two energies harmonize the result is pure brilliance. A classic Yin and Yang image may come to mind and it does serve as the perfect icon of what is to be achieved inside each and every part of your life.

YIN PERSONALITY:
Yin personalities are quiet, sensitive, and inwardly imaginative. These individuals enjoy the comforts of home and may not always be willing to go out for a night on the town. Instead he/she may choose to stay in for the evening focusing on personal matters. A Yin personality is independent, loyal, and easily distracted by an abundance of creative passion.

YANG PERSONALITY:
Yang persons tend to be idealistic, outgoing, and interact socially with confidence. While these people have strong intellectual ability they tend to lack creativity and find themselves without an independent sense of security. A Yang personality develops a high value of self worth and yield an outstanding ability to stand up for one's self. A highly extroverted individual may find themselves diving into other people's affairs adding unnecessary stress to their own life. With higher levels of energy a Yang person will accomplish more things in a lifetime but not without consequence. These people tend to be at a greater risk of anxiety and stress disorders.

BALANCE:
Both sides of the yin and yang are present in all things, and no person can be just one or the other. They only exist in relation to eachother. Yin could not exist without yang and vice versa.

Decidí hacerme un test, para definir que lado era yo... y esto es lo que me respondió:

You Are More Yang

Masculine
Creative
Angry
Spring
Summer
Morning
Sun
Space
Active
Wood
Chocolate
Haste el test, y descubre por cuál te inclinas más!

Are You More Yin or Yang?

Scars that can never heal...

2008-05-06T10:19:00.004-07:00

Veo tu mirada
Conosco tu pensar
Las palabras no son necesarias,
Te entiendo...

Concentradas en nosotras,
Escuchamos y nos importa
Sonrisas sinceras
Juntas estaremos siempre...

Hay otros presente... lo sé.
Y los valoramos, eso lo sé.
Pero un lazo especial permanece,
No hay medidas, entre tu y yo.

Cada amistad es especial,
Cada una es única,
Así es la de nosotras,
Y eso lo sabemos...

Y ahora el tiempo comienza a correr...
Y llega el momento de que salga a relucir.
Cambios comienzan,
Ahora un poco menos que antes...

Lentamente, pero seguro.
Sin saber porqué...
Aún más rápido, más fuerte, sin importar nada...
Nuestro mundo incomparable y único, se separa...

Los fragmentos quebrantados caen como cascadas...
Siendo incitados por enojadas y dolorosas palabras.
Las caras retorcidas, que me pegan como piedras
Oidos sordos, nadie me escucha...

Aquel día en la playa,
Mori por dentro...
Tu lo sabías,
Porqué lo dejaste?

La cicatríz se profundiza,
Las grietas que habían en nuestra alma,
Están dejándose notar...
Has conseguido herir,
Y matar, nuevamente,
Nuestra amistad...

Entonces, continúas tu vida
Y yo me voy...
Seguimos viviendo
Pero sólo me darás la espalda...
Eso también lo sé.

Ahora te observaré desde lejos...
Desde afuera del cristal
Ojos brillosos, secados con lágrimas
Nuevos amigos, nueva vida.

Las risas, los bailes, apretando los dientes...
El tiro ligero a la cabeza
La multitud te rodea,
Yo no me puedo acercar...

Detrás de mi ventana de cristal,
Se mucho más que esos que juegan...
Veo el sufrimiento en tus ojos,
Sé el dolor de tu sonrisa
He estado antes ahí...
Te amo...
Por qué actúas como si no supieras?

Y todavía odio verte con dolor,
Y lloro por dentro,
Lágrimas que salen desde lo más profundo de mi alma
Ya no puedo ayudarte más...

Lo que vivimos hace un tiempo,
No lo tendremos nunca en la vida.
Sólo te quedarán recuerdos,
Y el sentimiento de culpa...

Espero que cuentes conmigo,
En las buenas y en las malas...
Las cicatrices están demasiado abiertas,
Pero todavía me importas...

Recuerda algo siempre...
Fuiste tú,
Hace unos días,
Mi mejor amiga...

Cuídate...

Att.

Jacqueline E. Soto Ventura

Outside... :(

2008-05-06T10:18:00.000-07:00

And you, bring me to my knees again
All the times that I could beg you please, in vain
All the times that I've felt insecure for you
And I leave my burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you

All the times, that I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste what I could never have
It was from you
All the times that I've cried
My intentions were full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you

All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
I stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel, tomorrow will be okay

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you

Staind - Outside

Just Tag... :)

2008-05-04T22:16:00.000-07:00

- Who
x.Makes you laugh the most: Arturo Polanco, Aimee Flores, Melina Liriano, Carolina de la Cruz, Elizabeth Jimenez
x.Makes you smile: Arturo Jose Polanco Arias
x.Is your Party buddy?: Carolina de la Cruz
x.Did you meet someone new? Nope.
x.Did you copy this survey from?: Nicole Taveras

- Who Was The Last Person To..
x. Be on your bed: Me! :)
x. Saw you cry: Aimee Flores
x. Made you cry: Carolina de la Cruz
x. You went to the movies with: Arturo Polanco
x. You went to the mall with: Carolina de la Cruz
x. Yelled at you: Jonathan Delmonte
x. Sent you an email: Arturo Polanco
x. Visit you: Aimee Flores, Melina Liriano
x. Call you: Melina Liriano

- Who Was The Last Person You..
x. Talked to: Arturo Polanco
x. Called: Aimee Flores
x. Sent a text message: Melina Liriano
x. Talked too last night: Arturo Polanco
x.Played videogames via messenger?: Arturo Polanco

- Have You Ever..
x. Liked someone who didn’t like you back?: Yep...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: Of Course!!!
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Every time i come back home.
x. Been to Hawaii (know someone who has?): Nope.
x. Been to Mexico (know someone who has?): Arturo Polanco
x. Been to China (know someone who has?): Nop.
x. Danced naked: YES! :P
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Well.. it happened a month later :P
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Mi Eposho...
x. What book are you reading now: I'm not.
x. Worst feeling in the world: Decepcion
x. Future son's name: Nikolai
x. Future daughters name: Lynn Marie
x. What's under your bed: Zapatos!!!
x. Favorite sport to watch: Baseball, Football
x. College plans: Finish it... :/

- Extra Stuff..
x. Do you do drugs: Hmm...
x. Do you drink: Oui!
x. Where do you want to get married: @ The Beach... :)
x. Who do you really hate? ...
x. Been in Love: 4 times
x. Do you drive: Yes
x. Do you have a job: Of Course..
x. Do you like being around people: I can't be alone.
x. Are you single?: NOP! :)

- Stuff
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go for? Crazy ones...
x. Are you lonely right now: I'm not... Tengo a mi eposho y a mis BFF!! :)
x. Do you want to get married: Of Course!
x. Do you want kids: Shiii!

- Favorite..
x. Room in house: Terraza
x. Music: Every Type!
x. Band(s): Muchisimas...! :X
x. Month: Diciembre! xD

- In The Last Week, Have You..
x. Cried: Yes :(
x. Bought something: Yes...
x. Gotten sick: Nop
x. Sang: In the Bathtub.
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! And I did.
x. Met someone new: Nope...
x. Missed someone: Mi eposho..
x. Hugged someone: Aimee Flores

- Have You Ever..
x.Given anyone a bath? jejeje ;) YEAHH!!
x.Bungee jumped? A NIVELLLL!!!
x.Made yourself throw up? :/ no...
x.Ever been in love? UfFff...
x.Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Full...
x.Cried when someone died? Y de TO!
x.Fallen for your best friend? Oui...
x.Done something you regret? NEVER!

- Are you..
x.Understanding: A nivel
x.Open-minded: Demasiado!!
x.Arrogant: Most of the times...
x.Insecure: NEVER
x.Hungry: Nop... Lo chino funcionan... xD
x.Smart: REALLY SMART :P Pero toy chipiando el maso ultimamente... :X
x.Organized: Yes
x.Healthy: Nop
x.Shy: Para NADA
x.Difficult: Demasiado... :X
x.Bored easily: NOP
x.Happy: Yes i am!
x.Hyper: Full... COOL...

- Who Do you wanna..
x.Kill: YES! >:/
x.Slap: FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl
x.Screw up: ...
x.Make a band with: Yo no sirvo ni pa la flauta... :/

- Random..
x.In the morning: I Hate Life!
x.Love is: A painfull feeling
x.What do you notice first in the opposite sex: Eyes!!! Arms, Mouth...
x.Quote you believe in and tag someone to it:
- Life Lessons from a butterfly!
let go of the past... [ Me ]
trust the future... [ Me ]
embrace change... [ Me ]
come out of the cocoon... [ Jonathan Delmonte ]
unfurl your wings... [ Carolina de la Cruz ]
dare to get off the ground... [ Carolina de la Cruz ]
ride the breezes... [ Melina Liriano ]
savor the flowers... [ Melina Liriano ]
put on your brightest colors... [ Aimee Flores ]
let your beauty show... [ Aimee Flores ]

x.Coke or Pepsi: Coca
x.Flowers or candy: CANDYYYY
x.Tall or short: Tall.. :X

- Do You Ever..
x.Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you? Si!
x.Wish you were a member of the opposite sex? Serían la vaina ma facil! :P
x.Wish you were younger: NNOOOPPP
x.Cry because someone said something to you? ... :'(

A Little Bit About Me! :)

2008-05-04T21:16:00.000-07:00

*1. Spell your name with bands/artists:

Jim Morrison
Avril Lavigne
Chris Cornell
Queen
U2
Evanescence
Linkin Park
Incubus
Nirvana
Enrique Bumbury

Snow Patrol
Oasis
Tracy Thorn
Offspring

*2.
.Name: Jacqueline Elizabeth Soto Ventura
.Birth date: June 18th 1986
.Sex: Girl
.Nickname: Lynn
.Current Location: Mah Crib...
.Eye Color: Green
.Hair Color: Blondy

*3.
.The shoes you wore today: Chancleticas!!
.Your perfect pizza: Jamón Y Maiz

*4.
.Your best physical feature: My eyes & My Ass...
.Your bedtime: The Later, The Better...
.Most missed memory: When i used to go out with my dad on the weekends... :(

*5.
.Pepsi or Coke: Coca...
.McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
.Adidas or Nike: Adidas!
.Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
.Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE LOVER!
.Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

*6.
.Smoke: Yes
.Curse: El Maso... :P
.Sing: En el baño...!
.Do you think you've been in love: Oh! Oh!
.Want to go to college: :/ YES!
.Want to get married: I am married... Artie!! :***
.Think you're a health freak: Al contrario... I'm a disaster... :P
.Get along with your parents: Yep...
.Play an instrument: La flauta, cuando taba en el colegio :X
.get motion sickness: Never!

*7. In the past month...
.Drank alcohol: UffFff
.Smoked: UuffffFffFf!!!
.Gone to the mall: Yes
.Kissed someone: ... :/
.Eaten an entire box of Oreos: An entire pack, yes...
.Eaten Sushi: Positive...
.Been on stage: In my dreams :)
.Gone skating: Nope...
.Made homemade cookies: Nope...
.Stolen anything: Hmm... :/ Le mafié uno lente de sol a mi mami... 8) Pa la playita :X

*8. Have you ever...
.Played a game that required removal of clothing: Si! Pero gané! :P
.If so, was it mixed company: Yep..
.Been beaten up: Bueh... xD en el cole me callén a galleta pero yo me kede con la mayoría de lo cabello de ella si... :P

*9.
.Age you hope to be married?: 21 :)
.Number of Children: 2

*10. In the Opposite sex:
.Best eye color?: Los de mi eposho 8)
.Short hair or long hair?: Rapillao!
.Romantic or Playful?: Playful with a bit of romanticism...

*11.
.Number of people I could trust with my life: My Mommy, Mi eposho and Melina :)
.Number of cds you own: None. iPod!!
.Number of tatoos: 0... Pero casi, casi...

Nothingman...

2008-05-03T21:00:00.000-07:00

Once divided... nothing left to subtract...
Some words when spoken... can't be taken back...
Walks on his own... with thoughts he can't help thinking...
Future's above... but in the past he's slow and sinking...
Caught a bolt 'a lightnin'... cursed the day he let it go...

Nothingman...
Isn't it something?
Nothingman...

She once believed... in every story he had to tell...
One day she stiffened... took the other side...
Empty stares... from each corner of a shared prison cell...
One just escapes... one's left inside the well...
And he who forgets... will be destined to remember...oh...oh...oh...

Nothingman...
Isn't it something?
Nothingman...

Oh, she don't want him...
Oh, she won't feed him... after he's flown away...
Oh, into the sun... ah, into the sun...

Burn...burn...
Nothingman...
Isn't it something?
Nothingman...
Nothingman...
Coulda' been something...
Nothingman...
Oh...ohh...ohh...

Pearl Jam - Nothingman

Thankz... :)

2008-05-02T12:56:00.000-07:00

Thank u guyz... for everything...

Alguna vez les he dicho k son mis varillas y mis columnas para mantenerme estable y arriba?... Se k probablemente si se los he dicho, pero si no se recuerdan, piensen en todo lo k doy por cada una de ustedes en particular y las kiero a cada una por quienes son y por lo k significan para mi.

Gracias de verdad, por estar ahi siempre sosteniendome aunque un terremoto haya pasado por mi vida.

Siempre pueden contar conmigo y se k de eso ninguna tiene ni una sola duda.

I've made my choice, like everything in life, u need to make decisions about how will u decide to live. Remember that girls!!! and please do not hesitate to call me or write to me, if u're feeling down or u need something from me while i'm there.

Como yo le decia a Melina: "Vieja nos vamos a separar en algun momento de nuestras vidas, creo k al final todas viviremos en eeuu"

Ahora yo les digo algo... Yo kiero k mis hij@s conoscan a Tia Amy, Tia Kaco, Tia Mel y Tia Ely!!! Y tenemos k prometernos k vamos a vernos aunque sea 1 vez cada cierto tiempo, para darnos el jumo del año.

Let's make a promise right now... Para k quede grabado en el blog k nos ha fortalecido como amigas, y k nos permite, (aunque cada una tiene muchisimas cosas k hacer y nunca tenemos tiempo) darnos cuenta y enterarnos de k está pasando por el corazoncito de c/u de nosotras... Y aunque algunas no tenemos tiempo de hablar por telefono por horas muertas, podemos por lo menos aportar en la vida de la otra lo k pensamos y sentimos, de la situación en la k está viviendo, en el momento k tiene oportunidad.

" PROMETO POR LA AMISTAD K HEMOS FORJADO, K NOS VEREMOS MÍNIMO 1 VEZ AL AÑO Y NOS JUNTAREMOS LAS 5, A PONERNOS AL DÍA, AUNQUE LOS ESPOSOS SE EPLOTEN EN LA CASA Y SE TENGAN K QUEDAR CON LOS NIÑOS ESE DÍA "

jiji!! DIGAN LO PROMETO :D

Choices...

2008-04-27T22:59:00.007-07:00

There's so many things going on right now,
I really need to talk to someone...

...

I guess nobody's home.

...

Experience is what i need,
A light at the end of the road
or some wisdom...

Why do things have to become so complicated?
When everything's going exactly the way you've planned it,
Choices appear on the way...

I believe that we are absolutely responsible for our choices,
and we have to accept the consequences of every action,
words and thoughts, throughout our lifetime.

My will shall shape the future...
That i know...
Whether i fail or succeed,
i also know that i'm not alone.

But i really don't like to feel that i really have to do it,
It's my choice, right?
Everything happens for a reason...
And there's enough time for everything.

My choice, my responsibility, win or lose...
Only i hold the key to my destiny.

It's just that i really know what i have to do;
But when i'm choosing between two things,
i always like to try the one I've tried before,
and i don't know if is the right thing to do sometimes.

Cuz, the one that i know,
could be the one that i want for my conscience.
But i know is not the one that will
guide me thru what i really want for my heart.

I need to stop thinking that i need a plan for everything...
Every option, choice, every opportunity has to come with a plan.
If it doesn't, i'll make one...
And if is impossible to make one, is just a negative.

I know i need to take some chances,
but i just dont like to lose,
i don't like disappointments
i hate when i have to look back,
and realize that i was wrong...

Maybe there's a solution,
I'll have to find out.
I just need to make a choice
I'm going to follow my heart...

Att.

LyNn

WeLCoMe!

2008-04-23T15:16:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my personal blog...

Don't Mess With Me...

2008-04-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

judge me
& i'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do,
& i'll tell you off.
Say i'm not worth it & watch where i end up.
Call me a BITCH & i'll show you one.
FUCK me over, & i'll do it to you twice as bad.
CALL ME CRAZY,
but you really have no idea...

How to trust...??

2008-04-18T16:04:00.000-07:00

Just something i wrote a week ago...
Para compartirlo con ustedes.

-----------------------------------------------

How to trust?? How to love??
So scared of getting hurt…
Will we escape our destiny??
Hidden things… Even when not deserved…
Wonders in my head.

I’m scared because I can’t think, or I’m thinking too much…
I’m overwhelmed by the situation,
I admire her obsession…
I’m defenseless because of all of my LOVE.

What to do??? Enjoy?? Fear?? Hide?? Scream??
There are advantages in my life that make me incomparable…
But, what if he doubts?? What if he sees her repentance???
That would be my end…

Crawling on the floor??
Begging for forgiveness??
SHE’S A BACTERIA!!! That could turn into a plague…
It should’ve never happened…

What would be of my life if he starts to listen…??
He’s all I have.
My dream, everything I’ve waited for, everything I’ve yearned…

To have him, is my accomplishment
To dream of him, my obsession
To wait for him, my goal
To lose him, my end…

People say: “Stop doubting”, “You must trust him”
It’s not the case, but I can’t help myself.
STOP…? STOP wondering, STOP looking, STOP noticing, STOP caring…
Doesn’t seem much??...
It’s big to me…

I could lock you up with me and never let you go…
But that’s not freedom, that’s not love, that’s just not to trust…

If you love me like you say you do…
You’ll do everything for me…
You would never let me go…
You would fight for my love…

I will wait, I will not hesitate,
I will trust… and this will be my imprisonment…
Your heart… will be my freedom…
For you, I would do that and more…

I swore to love you and respect you for the rest of my days….
Remember, don’t you??

Will you??...

Chipiar...

2008-04-13T19:24:00.000-07:00

Tod@s entendemos esta frase.
Ya sea pk hemos visto a alguien chipiando o hemos chipiado...

Esta palabra se ha convertido en todo un verbo:

Yo chipeo
Tu chipeas
El chipea
Nosotros chipiamos
Vosotros chipiáis
Ellos chipean

El "Chipeo" según la encuesta que realizé en el MSN es:

Proveniente del verbo "Chipiar". Es un corto circuito del cerebro, en el cuál, pierdes el hilo de lo anteriormente hecho. Cómo en estos casos:

- Olvidarte lo que estabas diciendo en medio de una conversación.
- Es como hacer algo equivocado y luego darte cuenta.
- Decir algo que se te safe sin querer.
- Hacer algo mal, pensando que está bien.
- En medio de una, se te cruzan los cables y mezclas hechos con otros.

Ejemplos de personas del "coro", chipiando:

- Aimee en el carro:
"Loka, eh... se me olvidó que yo iba a hacer...
AHHHH!!! me iba a prender el cigarrillo..."

- Sancho en su casa:
"Lynn... eh... jejeje...
Loko como te iba diciendo..."

- Lynn hablando por teléfono:
"Si, buenas, me podría comunicar con... eh...
Disculpa, se me olvidó... yo marco de nuevo"

- María en un bonche:
"Loka... tu no sabes k me acaba de pasar??
Yo taba en lo oscuro con mi novio y me volteo
rápidamente y agarro a mi novio y le doy un beso
y cuando abrí los ojos... ERA OTRO PANA!!!!
Mirándome con cara de maniático...
Gracias a Dios k mi jevo no se dió cuenta!!!"

- Kaco en cualquier lado:
"Loka... epérate dejame bucá mi celular...
(2 horas más tarde)
LO ENCONTRÉE!!!
Vieja, el celular taba en mi bolsillo..."

- Ely con el jevito:
"Ely dice: mi amor tu te acuerdas cuando estabamos en acropolis que vimos la pelicula...ehhh!!!
Marcos dice: Si, mi amor! que pasa?
Ely dice: eeehh?? que yo te taba diciendo? aaahhh si cuando fuimos pa la casa de kko el otro dia...
Marcos dice: mi amor tu taba hablando de la pelicula... :S
Ely dice: Ay dio!! ya se me olvido..."

En fin... si me pongo a seguir contando anécdotas, nos vamos a cagar de la risa la noche entera. Esos son los momentos KODAK después de cualquier actividad que necesita de mucha actividad cerebral; ya sean BONCHES (sobretodo), después de un exámen, en el trabajo, en la universidad, después de una noche de bebedera, etc...

Ojalá y yo tuviera una cámara que siempre estuviera grabando, para que vean que circulo de amigas(os) CHIPIONES me rodea. Es más, la próxima vez que nos juntemos, voy a tener mi cámara lista, para que cuando uno chipee, lo repita en frente de las cámaras para nunca olvidarnos de eso. :D

Ahora tod@s repitan después de mí:

Para que comprendas...

2008-04-11T15:13:00.000-07:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing

Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this

I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss a Thing

Consejo para mis amigas :)

2008-04-11T11:30:00.000-07:00

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to Be. Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man. Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a Two-way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship Consists Of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not Supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and You are Always readily available to him he takes it for granted.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you Need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other ladies... You'll make someone SMILE, another RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to Appreciate Them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

The hardest day of my life...

2008-04-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

Cada vez que te observaba despertar...

Era uno de los momentos mas hermosos que podia tener mi día.

Your good morning kiss is the most beautifull thing i've ever felt before in my hole life...

Solo me venia a la mente que esto es un regalo de la vida, el hecho de que yo,

había encontrado entre mil millones de personas, mi alma gemela, el amor de mi vida...

El hombre con el cual quiero pasarme toda mi vida a su lado

y compartir los momentos mas felices de nuestras vidas juntitos...

Nunca pense que this was going to become so real...

Mi amor por tí no se puede nisiquiera describir, ni con palabras,

ni con hechos, ni con nada...

It's just that my hole heart belongs to yours...

El saber que eres, a partir de este momento,

la única persona con la que me pasare el resto de mi vida,

nisiquiera me asusta... la felicidad no se me quita de los ojos...

nisiquiera puedo estar triste porque es que tu me haces tan feliz...

Estamos tan conectados, unidos, hechos el uno para el otro,

que desde que volví a verte despues de todos esos años,

pusiste mi mundo upside down...

Yo nisiquiera lo pensé...

No pensé en nada mas que dejarlo todo atrás

y comenzar una vida a tu lado,

olvidarme de cualquier obstaculo,

cualquier situacion, cualquier persona

y simplemente confiarte mi corazoncito a ti...

Hiciste algo conmigo k nisiquiera puedo explicar...

Yo si te juro que from this moment and as long as i live,

i will love you, and respect you...

cuz u deserve all that and more baby...

I miss you a lot, i need you to know that...

and i dont care if sooner or later we'll be together.

Ya necesito de tu aire...

necesito recostarme de tu pecho y escucharte respirar

y el latir de tu corazón...

Te amo con todo mi corazón...

u r my life and my world and my everything...
Nothing can compare to what i feel right now.

Thanks for trying to make me the happiest woman on earth,

thank u for loving me.

Gracias por hacerme vivir un viaje maravilloso

y por hacer del 26 de Marzo una fecha tan especial para mí, por el resto de mi vida.

Thank u for being just who u are baby.

Te Amo, eposho

Att.

Tu eposha... :)

Despertar Contigo...

2008-04-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

Cuando tu beso es una caricia
cuando es un despertar contigo,
si una sonrisa es un motivo
y un silencio lo que añoras,
cuando tu amor me manda,
y yo obedezco con pasión,
entonces sigo amándote.

Se detuvo el tiempo...

2008-04-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

Mientras me hablabas y yo te miraba,
se detuvo el tiempo en medio instante:
el amor me llamaba y yo le obedecía.

Mientras me susurrabas y yo te amaba,
se alzaron los sentimientos, mandó tu voz,
el cielo se hizo visible en tus ojos,
y yo pronuncié el querer en tus labios.

Mi Eposho y yo :)

2008-04-02T22:06:00.000-07:00

Te Amo... Eres mi vida... :))) Te amaré hasta que la muerte nos separe...

Nuestra relación, desde el principio hasta el final... :)

Girls... Gracias por ayudar a que nuestra relación haya funcionado... Por eso es k son mis mejores amigas 4 ever and ever... :)))))
Luv yah girls!! :D

Después de un tiempo...

2008-02-28T17:37:00.000-08:00

Despues de un tiempo, uno aprende la sutil diferencia entre sostener una mano y encadenar un alma; y uno aprende que el amor no significa acostarse y que una compania no significa seguridad, y uno empieza a aprender...

Que los besos no son contratos y los regalos no son promesas, y uno empieza a aceptar sus derrotas con la cabeza alta y los ojos abiertos, y uno aprende a construir todos sus caminos en el hoy, porque el terreno de manana es demasiado inseguro para planes... y los futuros tienen una forma de caerse en la mitad.

Y despues de un tiempo uno aprende que si es demasiado, hasta el calor del sol quema. Asi que uno planta su propio jardin y decora su propia alma, en lugar de esperar a que alguien le traiga flores.

Y uno aprende que realmente puede aguantar, que uno realmente es fuerte, que uno realmente vale, y uno aprende y aprende... y con cada dia uno aprende.

Con el tiempo aprendes que estar con alguien porque te ofrece un buen futuro significa que tarde o temprano querras volver a tu pasado.

Con el tiempo comprendes que solo quien es capaz de amarte con tus defectos, sin pretender cambiarte, puede brindarte toda la felicidad que deseas.

Con el tiempo te das cuenta de que si estas al lado de esa persona solo por acompanar tu soledad, irremediablemente acabaras deseando no volver a verla.

Con el tiempo entiendes que los verdaderos amigos son contados, y que el que no lucha por ellos tarde o temprano se vera rodeado solo de amistades falsas.

Con el tiempo aprendes que las palabras dichas en un momento de ira pueden seguir lastimando a quien heriste, durante toda la vida.

Con el tiempo aprendes que disculpar cualquiera lo hace, pero perdonar es solo de almas grandes.

Con el tiempo comprendes que si has herido a un amigo duramente, muy probablemente la amistad jamas volvera a ser igual.

Con el tiempo te das cuenta de que aunque seas feliz con tus amigos, algun dia lloraras por aquellos que dejaste ir.

Con el tiempo te das cuenta de que cada experiencia vivida con cada persona es irrepetible.

Jose Luis Borges

Perdi y he ganado...

2008-02-28T17:30:00.000-08:00

Perdi un juguete que me acompanio en mi infancia, pero gane el recuerdo del amor de quien me hizo ese regalo.
Perdi mis privilegios y fantasias de ninio, pero gane la oportunidad de crecer y vivir libremente.
Perdi a mucha gente que quise y que amo todavia, Pero gane el carinio y el ejemplo de sus vidas.
Perdi momentos unicos en la vida porque lloraba en vez de sonreir, Pero descubri que es sembrando amor, como se cosecha amor.
Yo perdi muchas veces y muchas cosas en mi vida....... Pero junto a ese "perder" hoy intento el valor de "ganar"...
Porque siempre es posible luchar por lo que amamos, y porque siempre hay tiempo para empezar de nuevo.
No importa en que momento te cansaste. Lo que importa es que siempre es importante y necesario recomenzar...
Recomenzar es darse una nueva oportunidad, es renovar las esperanzas en la vida y lo mas importante...
Creer en ti mismo. Sentiste rencor??... Fue para aprender a perdonar.
Estuviste solitario en algun momento??... Fue porque cerraste la puerta.
Hoy es un excelente dia para comenzar un nuevo proyecto de vida. Mira alto, suenia alto, anhela lo mejor de lo mejor, anhela todo lo bueno, que la vida nos trae lo que anhelamos.
Si pensamos pequenio, lo pequenio nos vendra. Si pensamos firmemente en lo mejor, en positivo y luchamos para alcanzarlo, va a venir a nuestra vida.
Arroja lo malo a la basura, limpia tu corazon y haz que estes listo para una nueva vida, para un nuevo amor, porque ademas somos la manifestacion del amor.